I don't
usually enjoy psychological novels - that is, novels that examine the inner
workings of a person in all their frustrated glory and natural instincts. I
find them hard to grasp, which I think is only natural as the topic is the
frailty and subjectivity of humanity. I find that action moves the plot forward
at a much faster, calculated (though not predictable) pace than thoughts can.
Such was the case in My Michael, where
most of the action took place inside the mind, in dreams and underlying desires
of Hannah, the storyteller, as she looks back on her marriage with Michael over
the course of ten years. Because Hannah was both the narrator and a character
in her own story, I was wary of the one-sided viewpoint. Later, I came to
appreciate that the novel was not about great action and movement, but about
the quiet and often violent interior of a wife, victim, lover, woman, and above
all a human being.
Throughout
the story of their estranged, polarized marriage, there is a hint that
something terrible and vital is happening underneath the surface of Hannah and
Michael's relationship. Michael's first article published in a journal is
called 'Processes of Erosion in the Ravines of the Wilderness of Paran', as if
a signal of the slow, inevitable fragmentation of their marriage (101). He
attempts to elucidate the meaning of his work to Hannah and prove that his
paper cannot help but be "dry" because of the subject nature. His
description is subtly both one of geomorphology and psychology. The phrase,
"different and even opposed factors cooperate in forming and
changing...underground features which we cannot perceive" suggests both
the processes of the earth's formation and the turmoil hidden underneath
Hannah's idealism of marriage and daydreams. Perhaps it is also a reflection of
the inner frustrated desires and confusion that Michael has because of Hannah.
He concludes that the principle of modern day geomorphology "seems to
ascribe the formation of the world to a perpetual conflict", but doesn't
attempt to explain the origin of those conflicting patterns (102). Is this a
sign of resignation from Michael on the state of their marriage? Are they fated
to be in eternal conflict and secret desires because of uncontrollable forces
in themselves?
There is
much depth and subtly in the novel that one cannot garner from the first
reading. To be sure, the initial reading was confusing and baffling, partly
because I was anticipating a novel of action, not contemplation (that is not to
say that there were no actions, but that the actions were more like the visible
manifestations of another driving force - similar to geomorphological
processes). Furthermore, I was intrigued by the interrelatedness within their
relationship. Each of their respective families plays an important role in
their present relationship. Michael's father is a definite presence in the
novel who "refused to recognise that his son was an ordinary young
man" (6). His father wanted him to carry on the family legacy, as if "the
chain could pass on from one generation to another" (6). Curiously enough,
both Hannah and Michael shared their family stories on their first date,
suggesting that marriage is not between two individuals but two families. For
Hannah, her father passed away when she was young. I cannot help but wonder if
her attachment to Michael was a replacement for a stable male figure in her
life. There are other forms of interrelatedness that are in the novel. Not only
are family histories a part of the puzzle, but also are the ideals of marriage,
the rigid schema for male and female roles, parent-child relationships, and
other variations on family systems psychology.
Excellent discussion, Esther. I am very happy that the novel engaged you (finally?) in unexpected but compelling ways. For me, the signal sentence in your response is this one: "Hannah and Michael shared their family stories on their first date, suggesting that marriage is not between two individuals but two families." Here you bridge the personal with larger concerns, both immediate (family) and impersonal (geomorphological).
ReplyDeleteAt this point, your discussion can develop in a number of very constructive ways. A good reading -- sensitive and nuanced.